I take moments in touching the fibers of forming means from words and sounds. Another most curious one is perhaps the “know and see”. They are very much identical, but I know has also a temporal dimension to it, it is seeing that has been revoluted many times and combined in the process with many other fibers of experienced happenings. This is now of course mentalized and explained to you, but the the real experience with you mind between to words very closed in meaning is completely different. I proceed to painting with that flow inside and I come back to it after painting.
- from Notes 2018